i went up to mauna kea not too long ago and it was fucking freezing.. so i put a mouth full of seeds in my cheeks and sat still in the back of a truck for an hour.
yeah i have a friend who decided that peeing her pants might be a good thing.

i had a party

it seems that every time i have a "party" no one shows up.. well a hand full of people show up and everyone leaves early, i get drunk and its' six in the morning before i realize that i should get my ass to bed... well last night i had a party.. it was kinda cool because people started showing up pretty early.. we played a little bit of portugues horse shoes. that was pretty fun.. i won of course.. you don't mess with me when it comes to stupid useless games that will get you nowhere in life... i will win.. anyway a bunch of people were at my house by 11pm.. which is a miracle because that's hardly the case.. one because not that many people come over anyway and Two because they wern't already ripped by the time they got here.. so anyway.. i didnt get drunk lastnight I had a handfull of beers, but it was only light beer and i was just trying to be a good host..
had some cool conversations, my neighbors came over too. it was good to host something and not be blasted myself.
that's all. wish i took some pictures. come to think about it.. i havnt taken a picture of anything in a long time..
ok. that's all.

finished test for this week

i have some friends that want to have a party. (i am not one of them) usually my house is a pretty good place for a party, because my neighbors are cool with pretty much anything.. i make all kinds of noise on friday and saturday and no one ever says anything.. well the other day while i was at work, my housemates had a party on a thursday.. i guess they were pretty loud because they got a formal warning that the landlords had recieved complaints... that pretty much screwed up everything because now i'm supposed to be quiet.. what the fuck.. i party on the weekends all the time and no one says shit.. they have a party till 11pm and we get a complaint.. what the fuck..
so anyway back to my friend's wanting to party.. yeah so my classmate assumes that it's cool to party at my place.. so she tells her friends that there's a party at my house and she rounds up money from people and gives it to me earlier today so that i can buy beer for my party.. hahaha.. what the hell is that? anyway.. i think that's all i wanted to bitch about.
i fucking took my test earlier today. dont know how i did. i'm sure i got at least half correct. as for the other half, well it was one long fucking essay, so there's no telling how the teacher will grade.. got a stupid memorization test at 2pm tomorrow, but i'm not too worried about it.
oh yeah, i guess i have some big news..
so ive had a crush on this girl for pretty much 6 months now.. she's super cute, smart, funny and nice and every other adjective that makes someone attractive.. and ive been trying to talk to her for a while.. bla bla bla.. i dont know if she's interested in me but just recently signs have been turning upward for the ol shane. hopefully i'm not mis-reading these signs, but i'm really excited. i havnt had a "crush" like this since i was a kid. i feel all giddy inside and everything. it's really weird how i feel when i think about this girl. anyway. i guess that's all i gotta say about that.. wish me luck.. i'm sure no one reads this so i guess i'm just talking to myself..
goodnight me, goodnight shane.

fucking school

another nothing-doing day. didnt do anything. woke up, went to the gym. almost fainted, went to class #1, the audio video didnt work so that got cancelled.. waited 2 hours for the next one.. went in to that one.. didnt learn anything today because it was just "reading day".. then went to my third class, which is a class for people doing a senior thesis.. i'm doing a project so it doesnt pertain to me.. i just have to take it because it's one of those loopholes you have to jump through to graduate.. .. after school one of my friend's wanted to have a beer so i tagged along with him. we had one beer and i got some food.. here i am.. waiting for 8 o clock to attend a study session at the library. life is uneventfull when you live in hilo.
cant wait to sleep this evening. that sounds like fun.

i hate the internet

god i'm up at 4 am again.

i only slept 3 hours lastnight. went to school, worked.. then i tried to get my suit in check and go buy shit for saturday's national history day event... gotta be up at 5 in the morning on friday to be at my interview in oahu by nine something.. fuck i should just sleep now and wake up on friday.

puke
shane

i totally loused dates

i thought i was supposed to meet up with my grandmother today after not seeing her for 13 years... turns out its NEXT WEEK wednesday. that's ok because i wanted to sleep anyway. instead of sleeping i'm sitting here blogging.